I used to feel high
My tolerance is rising
I used to get a buzz
But the lack of it's surprising
I used to feel calm
And now I am just fighting
And once I was inspired
But now I'm just surviving
Dealing with my madness but the drugs they just don't cut it
And the fear is coming back but I've got nowhere to put it
Counting all the times I've tried to do it alone
Like a fucking bad penny
No direction of home
I've been obsessing
When I should've been confessing
If I wanna be alive
I don't need your blessing
Is it detox or a funeral
I'm watching the clocks
Won't some fucker let me out of this box
Demons in peripherals delusions of grand design
Flying high over mortals no consequences of time
Tunes in my head
But the decks ain't got a record on
Let it fade away until the
Reverb and the echo’s gone

Remember when we first got together
It always seemed to be fair weather
Lots of secret rendezvous
Soon it was just you I'd choose
In the bedroom
In the attic
There wasn't anywhere that we weren't at it
A breath of pleasure was how it started
Maybe I was a bit open hearted
Coz before I knew you were in my veins
You were the driver you had the reins
Every moment I'd think of you
And all the things I'd have to do
To make sure we could stay together
And nothing it would spoil our pleasure
You made me feel calm
You made me feel good
You made me feel like I thought I should

And now this love is so complete
All I want is one more night
And now this love is so complete
Why does it give me such a fright
And now this love is so complete
All I want is one more night
And now this love is so complete
Why does it give me such a fright
Such a fright
Such a fright

These calming little pills get me thinking I'm fine
Sucking on a dummy chasing dragons from my mind
Is this how it goes when societies forgotten
Boom Bust dead or alive
Expect rock bottom
When I stand still I'm just waiting for a pause
And when I start unstopping it's all sliding doors
Sleeves of a snail trail
Searching for the holy grail
Beads of sweat feeling pale
Prepping for the final sale
I'm trying not to be bad
I'm only human kind
With my isotonic body
And my glass jar mind
Scorched wings
Burnt retinas
This angel is down
Fetch me now from neverland
Before I hit the ground

I begged I stole I cheated I lied
To keep you there part of me died
Remember when we first hung out
In a warm blanket on the couch
Now I'm broken on a concrete floor
Sweating and shaking wanting more
A deal gone wrong but it's all for you
These are the things I have to do
You made me feel calm
You made me feel good
You made me feel like I thought I should
We've had this talk many a time
But you wont let me go
Because you're mine
We're bad but opposites attract
But this is fucked and that's a fact
Nothing says I love you more
Than a collapsed vein and a broken Jaw

And now this love is so complete
All I want is one more night
And now this love is so complete
Why does it give me such a fright
And now this love is so complete
All I want is one more night
And now this love is so complete
Why does it give me such a fright
Such a fright
Such a fright

Nothing says I love you more
Than a collapsed vein and a broken jaw
(repeat)

Come together as one
Be together
Come together as one
Be together

Nothing says I love you more
Than a collapsed vein and a broken jaw
(repeat)